I'm loosing myself, don't know where to search.
I never knew wealth, cuz my father died at my birth.
My memories went to hell, but I want them on earth.
I'd give all that i have, just to change it al back.
Heard it when I was 12, my hope's suddenly fell.
My mom cried to herself, didn't knew I was awake to.
And I guess then... I had my first breakthrough.
I forgot what was real, what would be fake to?
I don't know what to do, after what I've gone trough.
You would't know to, I felt like a fool.
My image turned all screwed, after I viewed.
A normal kids life, I wanted it to.
Where are you when, I feel alone and I cry?
I look at the sky, never got the chance to say bye.
Even never knew you, Please god tell me why?
So I picked up a pen, love you who ever you'd been.